I’ve been going pretty “full bore” at work for a while now. It’s been pretty lucrative. The company is making money hand over fist with my efforts. It feels pretty cool to be an important part of the company and all, but it’s starting to wear me down. I’ve been spending a lot of time in some of the worst places for my asthma. The air is so thick with oil that you can choke on it if you breathe too deeply. I’ve been putting in applications to get out of the automotive group and I’ve had interviews, but nothing has materialized yet.

All this time spent in factories is really disorienting, honestly. Getting into the place is a pain in the ass because I can’t just badge myself in. I’m a visitor, I have to check in and be grabbed by my escort. Doing this months on end is just mentally taxing. I dunno. Maybe I’m just complaining too much.

Blah.